really been awhile!

and right now life is probably the suckiest of all! first my job was going great, and i actually enjoyed it...lost 12 lbs, went down a size in jeans and top! so i figured i'm getting free gym membership...my face usually sweats alot but i have long thick hair i wear in a bun on top my head so that kinda blocks the heat in! anyways, a couple saturdays ago we had to do mandatory work...inventory and cleaning, because some bigwigs from navstar were coming in...my shift got the cleaning duty...but not inside like i thought, instead, outside in the parking lots and yard...apparently that place doesn't have a warehouse so everything is stored in boxes and bins outside...so we had to clean up old crap, remove things from the waterdrenched cardboard boxes they are in, etc...well, i wasn't happy about it but i worked with my shift and others...and wasn't too worried about the weather..it was 7am and overcast...but by 11am it was sunny and getting hot...and i'm on two meds that i am not suppose to work in prolonged sunlight....so i told one of the people that was sort of in charge i thought....i was trying to find a shady place to work and he said there wouldn't be any.....
soooo.. i went back to work...we had lunch break and the bosses(ok, the operations manager and plant manager and a couple others) served us kfc, and of course i got the looks like i was a leper or something! back to work...then break at about 215...thats when the safety officer came to me and said they were gonna send me home beings i wasn't suppose to be in the sun....this is only 4 1/2 hours after i told them!
so i get home and look in the mirror and boy is my face red!! sunburnt and hot i suppose...i was pretty much fine the next day and went to work as usual sunday night...monday night again worked as usual, except my supervisor asked me if i wanted some overtime...heck yea,,,so i stayed and worked...ended up working almost 12 hours!! boy was i sore and tired when i left there, but i had to go make a vehicle payment, pick up soninlaw, and then went to the grocery store to get my yogurt and drinks for work!! got home, got a shower, and about an hour after i fell asleep the phone rang...it was adecco, the temp agency i was working through....
apparently the operations manager, gene, thought that maybe the work environment wasn't safe for my health so asked them to release me from my contract! omg was i soooo pissed.......what the heck...gerald the adecco guy who hired me out told me to not worry...but i couldn't work til he got ahold of the hr person there, and she was due back wednesday from vacation...i told him the big wigs from navstar were due in wednesday so there was no way he would hear anything...he didn't, til friday...he called me and told me it was a done deal, they still felt it was best for my health..!! i had even gone to adecco wednesday and showed gerald my face and he said he couldn't see anything wrong!! then he said trust him that they trust his judgement of character...ha,,,i still am unemployed now!! what a sucky thing...
personal life is just sucky right now...but i'm thinking positive which i think is positively stupid of me!! and i still cry for and miss tigger kitty a lot....sweet hugs my tigger baby...someday i'll be with you again!