I promise to someday learn to take time to become a good blogger.  I do like to write and have always found comfort in writing down my thoughts and feelings, but since the last time I wrote in here I've lived in he'll.  My husband once again left unexpectedly, but this time for good.  He divorced me in July after 32 years of marriage.  I'll catch up one of these days..for now I'm busy with my crocheting...doing my best to keep my hobby active and make it a profitable business helping supplement my alimony beings necknsurgeries have made it impossible for me to work and wonderful government has denied my disability apps.